Time is Ticking Away
Time has a funny way of escaping. Either it ticks by slowly as you wait for hopeful news, or it rushes by quickly when you are trying to capture the moments. I have words and thoughts that I want to get out, but time slips by and before I know it, two months have escaped and I haven't written any of those thoughts down. I wish I could say I would be better in the future but I cannot guarantee that. What I do know, is that I am learning to try and slow myself down so that I enjoy the time I have. When I was single, I would go walking or to the gym and immediately put my headphones on wanting the noise as I pushed my body to the max. Now as I am married and learning to juggle life with a husband and step children and all the extra curricular uber driving that comes with the kids' extracurriculars, I find that I cannot listen to anything when I am "exercising". Sometimes I even drive in silence (GASP!). And I don't even know if I can call it exercise anymore a